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Yesterday or last night I would have had something to say about all this. Words, words, words. Right now I'm emotionally and physically exhausted, and I am going to sleep as soon as I get down to Olin to turn in homework. I can't articulate how I feel right now. I was on the verge of tears a few times at the forum, when Time Suck started playing U2's "Peace on Earth" [that one gets me.], and finally, after the rally when I still had discrete to finish and everything came crashing down. Then, I cried. And I had that particular nervous energy that keeps me jittery and makes me want to smash glass or ceramics--not out of anger but, I suppose, out of frustration and a desire to transfer the disorder? I don't know. I never have, when I've felt like that. It was very good that I didn't. I would be sad to break my teapot or his teacups.

I will be back later. I need to sleep and finish the last two things before break--fairly extensive edits on a paper and studying for the chem test. At least looking at last year's--but at least it's kinetics. Easy ones.

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The good news: the homework was pretty much the same thing as last year's chem test. I went over notes and I think I'm ok.

The bad news: I want to sleep, not to revise my irritating paper. And I still haven't called the mechanic; I will tomorrow.

I think that my emotions only have enough [energy] to remain engaged at such a level for so long. If I can get through (to)tomorrow, I will have time and rest.