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I had one of the better weekends I've had for a while. Dinner Friday, Shakespeare by the Sea Saturday (2 Gentlemen of Verona), church Sunday, and overall fun. I'm headed home tonight--yes, tonight. I've been feeling rather useless quite a lot this summer, especially when I'm (deliberately or not) putting off useful things. Part of me is tempted to take Jennifer's mom's offer of random odd jobs--some money, something to do, company for her, less pressure. Also flexibility, since the days I'm babysitting vary by week. Watch out, I'll convince myself.

I don't think I'll be moving home again for any length of time if I have the choice. I'm finding that I like being on my own, and no matter how much I'm allowed to do at home, it's a different dynamic. I think I'd like to get an oncampus job next summer, research maybe and grading if that fails, and hide out here. It's no mountaintop, but leaving (many) people behind is nice sometimes.

I don't like talking, or writing, or filling out forms about exactly how awesome I am. Or something like that. Especially when I feel ridiculously unqualified.