Stuff keeps happening, how amazing

Well, phones were a million times better today. And I know I got good studying done. And life is starting to feel a bit less crazy, even if it's just barely starting to hit me that I'm really going. This is mostly manifesting itself in a nagging doubt that keeps telling me that I'm going to crash and burn on the tests. Which I'm sure I should ignore, but at the same time I'm sure I should study...Gyah. I wish (don't wish) the world was perfect... or don't... meh. I'm still very, very mixed-up feeling.