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Normal and not normal.
Feb. 10th, 2004 05:34 pmNormal stuff:
I am being stupid in my work habits. Very stupid. I need to get myself together and actually do work when I need to (before it's due) instead of wasting my time. If I don't do that, I will be insane, sick, and generally unhappy, as will my grades. Because what I'm doing is just... well... stupid.
I went home for a little this weekend for the dentist. It was good to see everyone and to talk with my dad--a nice break, and his old DEs text might be clearer than ours.
Yesterday I went on an hour-long bike ride with Jonathan up to the top of Mills. Another of the strangest sunsets I've ever seen--the sun was close to the color of that neon red/neon pink bright-toned paper. We rode through a little of the burned area. It's already grassy, with blackened ground and trees. And I realised, again, that I do love California... minus most of what this big clump of people has done to it. But beautiful.
PFD will be good for me. I know it. Painfully good. I'm not finishing quickly, but I'm not at the bottom of the class, either. Tai chi after PFD is also, um, interesting.
Anyway.
( The distinctly abnormal: response to the cross-burning. )
I am being stupid in my work habits. Very stupid. I need to get myself together and actually do work when I need to (before it's due) instead of wasting my time. If I don't do that, I will be insane, sick, and generally unhappy, as will my grades. Because what I'm doing is just... well... stupid.
I went home for a little this weekend for the dentist. It was good to see everyone and to talk with my dad--a nice break, and his old DEs text might be clearer than ours.
Yesterday I went on an hour-long bike ride with Jonathan up to the top of Mills. Another of the strangest sunsets I've ever seen--the sun was close to the color of that neon red/neon pink bright-toned paper. We rode through a little of the burned area. It's already grassy, with blackened ground and trees. And I realised, again, that I do love California... minus most of what this big clump of people has done to it. But beautiful.
PFD will be good for me. I know it. Painfully good. I'm not finishing quickly, but I'm not at the bottom of the class, either. Tai chi after PFD is also, um, interesting.
Anyway.
( The distinctly abnormal: response to the cross-burning. )
